less than 2 beta

I got my results back today, < freaking 2. Wow. Days like today make me rethink life decisions. haha I say that a lot, so do not take that without a grain of salt. It just makes you rethink anything you felt or thought this cycle. I hate that infertility has been able to take away any joy I had left out of this whole TTC business. We have decided to go forward with planning our vacation in May and whatever happens between now and then will just have to fit into those plans. So here's onto another cycle!