Well holy moly! I keep meaning to get back on here and post a picture of my new hair...except I keep forgetting. Blah! I'd take a picture right now but..I really don't want to give anyone nightmares. :)
Today is kind of a bitter sweet day for me. Two years ago, my Poppies past away. I really like to think that he passed away on Memorial Day for so many reasons. My father was(is) mostly absent in my life. He only comes up and decides to be a part of it when he wants to. My Poppies has been there for me through everything. He'd give me advice even if I didn't want it but most of all, he just wanted me to be happy. He taught me so much about life and love and everything in between. It was an honor to be called his granddaughter. Being his youngest granddaughter, we had the most special relationship imaginable. I took in every word and jumped on every chance to hang out with him. I'm so glad I did. He and I could just look at each other and know what we were thinking. I really think theres a few people in this world that you will every feel that way with. Usually its your soul mate, sometimes a parent or a friend. I am lucky to have all of that. I was looking for the most recent picture I have of him that makes me smile and this would definitely be it.
It would've been very hard for me to have married my husband without my Poppies approval. Kyle proposed to me 3 months after my Poppies had passed away. I felt ridiculous when I cried on the way home because I wish I could've called him to tell him. At our wedding, I held it in until we got to in the limo. I started crying ridiculously because I missed him and my Grandma Dot. The way my husband consoled me is something I'll never forget.
I take peace in knowing my Poppies has saved me a pretty awesome fishing spot in heaven.
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