Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Lets see..Theres a lot I'd like to forgive myself for...I think the lousiest thing I've ever done was write my Grandma a letter after I graduated high school. I didn't even get a card or a call or anything from her. I was so upset. It was totally unlike her and not in her character. She was one of those people that would send a card and it'd be at the destination WITHOUT FAIL on the day it was supposed to be delivered. I wrote this letter out of anger and hurt and it all honesty I sent it to the wrong person. I should've sent it to my father, which is really who I was mad at. My grandma wrote me back and sent a $100 check and told me that she had colon cancer and had been going through chemo and radiation. To this day, that is the worst feeling I have ever had in my life. I was young and stupid but I just can't get over the fact that I did that.
Friday, December 3, 2010
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Day 2
Since its past midnight now, I'll do day 2. :)
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
I love the fact that I love to put others first. Not to a fault or anything, but I love doing for others if I can.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
I love the fact that I love to put others first. Not to a fault or anything, but I love doing for others if I can.
Day 1
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
I hate that I'm always anxious about everything. I used to not be this way, but the older I get the worse it gets. Its not dibiliating by any means, but it is definitely a pain in the ass. I finally talked to my doctor about it and she prescribed me an antidepressant..but I only sold it to me as a 'mood stabilizer'..After reading more about it, the side effects were worse than the symptoms. Blah!
I hate that I'm always anxious about everything. I used to not be this way, but the older I get the worse it gets. Its not dibiliating by any means, but it is definitely a pain in the ass. I finally talked to my doctor about it and she prescribed me an antidepressant..but I only sold it to me as a 'mood stabilizer'..After reading more about it, the side effects were worse than the symptoms. Blah!
I need to write a little more.
I feel like Im always saying that..this time I'm really serious.
Time seems to be flying by. First it was Halloween, then Thanksgiving..and now Christmas. I looked at the calendar and DANG! We have it book solid. I'm not sure if I'm excited or if I'm not. I love this time of year and how it makes people feel. I also love the get togethers and seeing people you haven't seen in a long time. Speaking of seeing people..my cousin should be home from Afghanistan this weekend. Woohoo!
Anyway- to get me to WANT to write a little more. I've decided to start the 30 Days of Truth, borrowed from Noticing the Little Things.
Heres how it goes.....
30 Days of Truth:
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.
Time seems to be flying by. First it was Halloween, then Thanksgiving..and now Christmas. I looked at the calendar and DANG! We have it book solid. I'm not sure if I'm excited or if I'm not. I love this time of year and how it makes people feel. I also love the get togethers and seeing people you haven't seen in a long time. Speaking of seeing people..my cousin should be home from Afghanistan this weekend. Woohoo!
Anyway- to get me to WANT to write a little more. I've decided to start the 30 Days of Truth, borrowed from Noticing the Little Things.
Heres how it goes.....
30 Days of Truth:
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.
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