Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Im so ready.

Its been so long since I finally had a second...or really had something to write.

As of April 1st, we will be starting Clomid! I don't think I have ever been so excited. My Husband and I have been together for 7 years. Wow! We have been trying to get pregnant for a good 7 years of that. Ha! Just KIDDING MOMs!!! But really, it has been at least 4-5 years. We've gone through a lot of unanswered questions but finally last year we got some. I was diagnosed with PCOS. Everythign else (thank GOD!) looks great and Husband checked out  (He wants me to say "He's the man!"..or something macho, Im not sure. :) ) with a A+++! I unfortunately had to have the LEEP procedure to remove some non-invasive slow growing cervical cancer. That was pretty scary and I didn't feel the need to share too much about that. But here I am, Im alive, and I've decided to be more open with what is going on. Especially for my British Pal (who Im sure is my only reader...and Im OK with that! haha).


I went in for an appointment two weeks ago for my annual (and check up 3 months post-procedure). I was given a contengent "OK" to start Clomid as long as my test came back negative and Husband's results were great. THANK THE LORD! Everything was great and the OB and I were ellated. I came back to see her 2 weeks after that and she gave me the low-down on what is going to happen. I will be allowed 6 treatments of Clomid before I am referred to a specialist (RE). Though I'd prefer to go to an RE now, our insurance will not cover anything that is 'fertility' related. Even if the Clomid is only making me ovulate......and only cost $9 stinking bucks! Oh well, the things we do for miracles.

So here we sit and wait for mother nature to start its dang course already! For months I have had impending doom and a feeling of hopelessness and brokeness. But today I can finally say...I am so relieved and SO excited for the next step.